måndag 3 december 2007

confusement



what do you do when everything that has mattered is gone, and it feels like all unshine has disappeared?
what do you do when you don't know whether to keep on hoping or just give every thought of it ever being like before up?
it feels like everything is hopeless, I sudennly don't know what to do, right now or in the future. It's odd how you can go from feeling like the happiest person alive to miserable, lonely and directionless. The hardest part is probably the feeling of wanting nothing but calling her, at the same time that I feel like I can't , both because it feels like I wouldn't make it and because it feels like she wouldn't want me to call..

No matter what, I'm still yours

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